i will force myself. no matter how hard things will get.

i will letgo.
i will be happy.
i will be more positive about everything that happens.
i will be honest.
i will smile.
i will not think about you.
i will not think about how pathetic things are between us.
i will take it that you never told me all those words.
i will not take anyone for granted, anymore.
i will try my very best to be ignorant about this.
i will convince myself that you don't care already.
i will make sure that you don't come close to my thoughts.
i will see things differently
i will be neutral about it if ever in future you talk to me.
i will promise myself i'll treat you just like any other friend.
i will try to forget everything that has happened btwn us.
i will try to make my hurts heal faster.

& that's the way things will be.
i hope you will be happy with her.
new past