Alone in the la brea inn hotel in hollywood now.. the bros went out for bf and shopping and I decided to stay in and.... i don't know. I know being alone is the worst medicine for whatever I'm feeling cause I will keep trying to find out what I did wrong to push him so so far away. we quarrelled a few days before I left for the states and i thought giving him space was what he needed and i did.. only asked him for answers a few day later and he replied(yay!!)

but...what happened to us now? He said okay and I asked. like 1 request. For him to text me more than just

Im angry and i'm disappointed. But I love you. and maybe the quarrels make me love you even more cause it makes me see how vulnerable I am, especially to you. You are an amazing person and despite the flaws I still love you. I just don't know how to show that I mean the things I say, because I don't know if you understand me the same way I understand myself. I don't have to be right about everything all the time and did I make it seem that way? You are important to me, and I can't live without you.

Being there when you need me is what all relationships are. Please let me be there for you.
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