Typed a long chunk of my heart out this morning but it's gone and idk why. Oh well. I stayed back w a friend to finish up our assignment due the end of this week. First time doing things not last minute cause I was so bored at home, alone and w/o you so I kinda just buried myself in work. Kinda till the extent I didn't realise I didn't eat dinner, until it was almost 11 and my tummy started hurting. :( bloated myself w water then I forced myself to bed.

Yesterday I missed you so so so bad. Was falling sick and this time I was expecting it and it was merely a matter of when my body will break down cause ever since that day, everyday has been yet another sleepless night... I miss you so much. You were the one always taking care of me, reminding me to eat, to drink water, to drink even more water, and to sleep early. I just miss you so much and everyday I'm still searching for my purpose down on earth. What am I suppose to do when I feel... When I feel as though I have no soul. Sigh :(
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