3 weeks. I have lived with you ignoring me, many times before.. but yet all of them I had hope. This time, it's really different. It's different because you placed a wall. Blocking us. Blocking me from you. I'm not sure why you're doing this when it's causing me so much pain. Can I be selfish and say you don't understand the pain you're putting me through?

Anyway, thank you for popping in a text when I really wasn't expecting one.. You've been so cold and harsh but I have only myself to blame for being so clueless about your feelings/wanting you all for myself.

Sigh, please take me away, I just want to be taken away, I don't want to be sad anymore, I don't want to make you sad anymore. I'm such a letdown :'(
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