It was as though you never left. We met for breakfast, headed to the beach and enroute our journey there I was tired so I wanted you to carry me. You did. And then you put me down after 1m cause you became tired as well and I threw a tantrum. We had a mini argument like we always do because you forgot to hug me first. Bear hugs from you were my favourite kind of contact, besides holding your hands, cause under the grasp of your strong arms I feel so so secure. You and me against the world. And after I told you, you gave me what I wanted. You never let me go after as we sat on our rock, blissfully happy.

I opened my eyes. That was what I needed. Not complicated solutions, frustrating answers that I always made you do. It has always been just that kind of hug. Just a 10s hug to make us alright again. And I was too prideful to tell you...

I shouldn't text you, but I did especially when I knew I was wrong. Jealousy really kills and it did to me. I lost you because I didn't want to lose you... I had so much fear I pushed you away...

Week 3 at school for me and 4 for yours. You can do it.  



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