Is it healthy? Coming here to pen my thoughts? Writing down things that only you know because you are the only person I share my feelings with? I can't believe the huge load I use to pour on you..and you'll take it no matter what.. Thank you for doing things, things that I didn't know were so tiring, so exhausting. I wish there's no such thing as time, that wounds heal quick, and we can start acknowledging each other presence, instead of this silence now. I need you more in my life than you need me and I need you more than I realised.

I piled myself w tuition today so that exhaustion will take over and I won't have another sleepless night. Sigh.. I'm nothing without you.



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