I keep telling myself that. Stay strong, don't cry, don't cry. And then the tears would just fall out and I'll start saying "I miss you so much" over and over again. Why do we love each other so much that we want each other to be happier with someone else and not ourselves? Why must we learn of our own flaws and then having to leave because we don't want to hurt each other because of our flaws? Why do we come from becoming confident, best friends, the only one I turn to, to total silence now? I miss you so so so much I can't breathe. I miss you. I really want to talk to you..
new past