That was my feeling exactly when I read your text in the morning(ytd) cause.......... you added the word dear :))) I have to admit, I wasn't expecting it AT ALL. The previous day I got upset with you cause you didn't exactly lie to me but you didn't tell me and I found out and that's the same as lying right girls?(wanted to say guys but then I thought it applied more to us girls hehe) And I was kinda afraid to let you know/show you that I was upset cause we'd just patch back and I wasn't sure if it might just pressurize you/push you away again.. Actually, I was quite happy and contented when you said you wouldn't do it again if that makes me feel better and I really did felt better after reading that...

BUT you went the extra mile cause the first text from you as I opened my eyes-still dazed and half closed, I spotted the word "dear" before anything else and my eyes sprang open. Hehe I know I sound silly but guys I'm in loveeeeeeeeee. (I'm usually not so open about it but my relationship w J literally hit the rocks...and I'm thankful that my prayers came true!!!)

Okay bye! :)
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